Well depression and insomnia have hit yet again which sucks on a fucking Monday. God damn-it i miss her i dream about her every night i can get to sleep but that just makes me miss her more. I feel so sad and out of it (what ever "it" is) all the time and i cant stop crying all the t it makes me sad knowing i cant be happy without her around and i cant talk to, write to, or visit her because of her damn mom i want to see her. i just hope she and i remember where where to meet in 5 years. this song explains my emotional state right now http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LBTXNPZPfbE&feature=autoplay&list=FL7vt-0NL161tBKfS9Z41tzg&lf=plpp_video&play